We reached Toronto in the rain.
Maya stood beneath the station awning while I watched water bead across the windows of the train we had just left.
Somewhere inside, 12A was already becoming somebody else’s seat.
That felt right.
“You’re doing it again,” Maya said.
“What?”
“Staring at transportation like it has emotional significance.”
“It has excellent windows.”
“You need a new hobby.”
“I have one.”
“Investigating financial crimes does not count.”
“Travel.”
“That’s better.”
We took a taxi to the hotel.
George’s notebook stayed zipped inside my bag.
I knew what he had planned for Toronto.
A museum.
A market.
One restaurant with a note beside it that said expensive but Nancy will pretend not to mind.
I had laughed when I first saw that.
George knew me well.
He had also misunderstood me sometimes.
Both were true.
That afternoon Maya and I ignored his list.
We walked until we found a café crowded with students and ordered sandwiches too large to eat neatly.
Maya got mustard on her sleeve.
I took a photograph.
“Delete that.”
“You taught me revenge.”
“I taught you nothing of the kind.”
“Genetic, then.”
We laughed.
My phone stayed in my bag until we returned to the hotel.
There were three messages.
One from Liam.
One from Priya.
One from Detective Alvarez.
Liam’s was simple.
Made the payment. Don’t check until after Toronto.
I smiled.
Priya’s message was less simple.
Call when convenient. We have a proposed final civil recovery figure.
I sat on the edge of the bed.
Maya looked over.
“Bad?”
“Money.”
“Which is occasionally bad.”
“Priya has a final proposal.”
“Do you want me here?”
I thought about it.
“No.”
“Okay.”
She picked up her room key.
“I’m going downstairs for coffee.”
“You already had coffee.”
“I’m respecting your privacy.”
“That sounds suspiciously mature.”
“Don’t get used to it.”
She left.
I called Priya.
The recovery proposal combined several sources.
Funds seized from Susan.
A settlement related to certain unauthorized transactions.
Partial restitution attached to the criminal case.
A payment from Jessica under her agreement.
A smaller amount tied to Victor Crane’s activity.
Not everything could be recovered.
Some transfers had been voluntarily initiated by Liam.
Some were too old.
Some records were incomplete.
Some cash was gone.
Some vendor charges had been authorized by me even if the surrounding circumstances were manipulative.
“What’s the number?”
Priya told me.
I wrote it down.
It was substantial.
It was also far less than the highest estimate of what had disappeared or been misused over the years.
“How much remains unaccounted for?”
“We can give you a range.”
“Give it.”
She did.
I stared at the numbers.
Years ago, losing that amount would have felt like humiliation.
Now it felt like what it was.
Money.
Important.
Finite.
Replaceable in ways time was not.
“What happens if I reject the settlement?”
“We continue litigating.”
“Chance of recovering more?”
“Yes.”
“How much more?”
“Impossible to know.”
“Cost?”
She explained.
Legal fees.
Depositions.
Discovery.
Potential appeals.
Another year, perhaps longer.
“And Susan?”
“Her financial circumstances limit what is realistically collectible.”
“Crane?”
“Same problem.”
“Jessica?”
“Her agreement continues independently.”
“Liam?”
“His repayment arrangement is private unless you choose otherwise.”
I looked out the hotel window.
People crossed the wet street below carrying umbrellas.
“What would you do?”
Priya paused.
“You pay me not to make your personal decisions.”
“That is annoyingly ethical.”
“I try.”
“Then tell me what the decision is really between.”
“Possibly recovering more money versus spending more time, money, and attention pursuing it.”
Attention.
That was the expensive part.
I thought of George’s letter.
Do not spend the rest of your life solving this for me.
This was not exactly for George.
It was my money.
My right.
My decision.
That distinction meant I did not have to walk away simply to prove I had healed.
Boundaries could include pursuing what was owed.
They could also include deciding the pursuit cost too much.
“I want the detailed settlement terms.”
“I’ll send them.”
“I’m not deciding today.”
“Good.”
After we hung up, I opened Alvarez’s message.
Routine case update. No immediate action required.
I did not call.
That still pleased me.
Maya returned with coffee for both of us.
“You said you were getting one for yourself.”
“I lied.”
“This family has had enough lying.”
She handed me the cup.
“What’s the number?”
I told her.
She whistled.
“And missing?”
I told her the range.
Her expression tightened.
“That’s a lot.”
“Yes.”
“Are you going after it?”
“I don’t know.”
She sat beside me.
“What do you want?”
“I want every dollar back.”
“That wasn’t the question.”
I looked at her.
She had learned from me.
Or perhaps I had learned from her.
“I want this to stop taking up space.”
“Then maybe that’s your answer.”
“Maybe.”
She did not push.
The next morning we visited the market George had marked.
Not because he marked it.
Because Maya wanted breakfast.
That difference amused me.
We bought pastries and walked outside.
My phone rang.
Liam.
“Everything okay?”
“Yes.”
“Good. I’m retraining myself.”
“Proud of you.”
“Careful.”
He laughed.
Then he said, “Priya called me.”
“Why?”
“She wanted documentation on the old transfers.”
“Okay.”
“I sent everything.”
“Thank you.”
“She said there may be a settlement.”
“Yes.”
“Are you taking it?”
“I haven’t decided.”
He became quiet.
“If you don’t get all the money back, I’ll keep paying.”
“You’ll keep paying either way.”
“I know.”
I smiled.
“Good.”
“I mean—I don’t want you accepting less because you think I’ll cover it.”
“I don’t.”
“Okay.”
Another pause.
“Do you want my opinion?”
I almost answered automatically.
Then appreciated the question.
“Yes.”
“Take the settlement.”
“Why?”
“Because I watched you spend almost a year living inside spreadsheets and police reports.”
“That doesn’t mean I should surrender money.”
“No.”
His answer came quickly.
“It means the money should be worth the time if you chase it.”
That was surprisingly sensible.
“I’ll consider it.”
“And if you decide to keep fighting, I’ll understand.”
“Thank you.”
He did not tell me what to do.
He gave an opinion because I allowed it.
That felt different too.
We spent our final Toronto day at the museum.
Halfway through, I found Maya staring at a display while I checked the settlement terms on my phone.
She looked at me.
I put the phone away.
“No judgment?”
“None.”
“I thought you were going to say I’m working on vacation.”
“You’re allowed to decide things when you’re ready.”
“Who are you?”
She smiled.
We kept walking.
That night I read the settlement carefully.
It did not require me to say the recovered amount represented every loss.
It did not require forgiveness.
It did not erase criminal findings.
It did not prevent cooperation if genuinely new evidence emerged.
It simply ended specified civil claims in exchange for defined recovery.
I called Priya.
“I’ll accept.”
“You’re sure?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“Because it’s enough.”
She was silent.
“Legally enough?”
“No.”
I smiled.
“For me.”
“All right.”
She began explaining next steps.
I stopped her.
“Email them.”
“You’re on vacation.”
“Exactly.”
She laughed.
“Enjoy Toronto.”
“I’m trying.”
After the call, I expected a rush of relief.
Instead I felt ordinary.
Perhaps that was relief.
No music.
No dramatic sense of closure.
Just one fewer unfinished obligation.
The next morning, Maya and I packed.
I found George’s notebook beneath a sweater.
For a moment I considered leaving it in the hotel.
Not because I wanted to discard him.
Because I wondered whether I needed to keep carrying his itinerary.
Then I opened the cover.
His handwriting.
Train numbers.
Restaurant notes.
A ridiculous sketch of Canada.
My postcard.
For me.
I smiled and put it back into my bag.
Keeping something was not the same as obeying it.
At the airport, Liam texted.
Safe flight. Dinner when you’re home?
I replied:
Thursday.
He sent:
I’ll bring pie.
Maya looked over my shoulder.
“He needs a better dessert.”
“Tradition.”
“You mocked him for calling it that.”
“It has matured.”
“Unlike the people involved.”
“Speak for yourself.”
We boarded.
On the flight home, I thought about the money I would never recover.
I thought about the years I could never recover either.
George’s final weeks.
The conversations Liam missed.
The truth Jessica withheld.
The time Maya spent believing she was responsible for guarding me.
There was no settlement for those.
No restitution schedule.
No court could order them returned.
For months I had treated recovery as proof that the harm had been recognized.
Now I knew recognition did not require restoration to be complete.
Some things stayed lost.
The boundary was deciding whether I would follow them.
I closed my eyes.
For once, I did not.
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