PART 10 – I WAS NEVER CHOSEN FOR LOVE
I stared at my maiden name until the letters blurred.
Nora Whitmore.
Circled.
Evaluated.
Selected.
Six months before Felix had ever asked me to dinner.
“No…” I whispered.
“There has to be some mistake.”
Caroline didn’t interrupt.
She let me keep reading.
Next to my name were several handwritten notes.
Stable employment.
No criminal record.
Excellent credit.
No close surviving family.
Wants children.
The last line had been underlined twice.
I couldn’t breathe.
“Who wrote this?”
“Ingrid.”
“How do you know?”
“The handwriting matches letters she signed at the family trust office.”
I shook my head.
“This is insane.”
“I thought so too.”
“People don’t choose wives like they’re hiring employees.”
Caroline looked at me with genuine sympathy.
“Some people do.”
I looked back at the page.
Near the bottom was another sentence.
One I almost missed.
‘She must never know the real arrangement.’
My fingers tightened around the paper.
“What arrangement?”
“I don’t know.”
“And that’s what scares me.”
…
I drove home in complete silence.
Every memory from the past ten years began replaying in a different light.
The first time Felix had “accidentally” bumped into me outside the bookstore.
The flowers that arrived at my office before we’d even had our second date.
The way Ingrid had hugged me the first time we met and said,
“I’ve heard wonderful things about you.”
At the time, I thought Felix had talked about me.
Now I wondered…
Had she already been reading a file with my name on it?
…
When I pulled into the driveway, a delivery box was sitting on the front porch.
There was no shipping label.
Only my name.
Nora Blake.
Nothing else.
I carried it inside.
It wasn’t heavy.
Just large enough to hold a pair of shoes.
I opened it carefully.
Inside was a baby blanket.
Soft white cotton.
Hand-embroidered.
Folded neatly on top was a small card.
There was only one sentence.
“You’ll need this sooner than you think.”
No signature.
No return address.
I felt a chill run through my body.
Whoever sent it knew exactly what Ingrid had said at dinner.
“We’ll make her raise this baby.”
My phone buzzed.
A message from Ingrid.
Did the package arrive?
I stared at the smiling face at the end of the sentence.
She knew.
She had sent it.
I typed a reply.
Yes. Thank you. It’s beautiful.
Three dots appeared immediately.
Then disappeared.
A new message arrived.
I knew you’d appreciate it. Mothers always do.
Mothers.
Not someday.
Not hopefully.
As if my future had already been decided.
…
That evening, Felix came home carrying takeout from my favorite restaurant.
“I thought we’d have a quiet night.”
“That sounds nice.”
He poured us both a glass of wine.
We sat together on the couch.
For a few minutes, everything almost felt normal.
Then he smiled.
“I’ve got good news.”
“Oh?”
“My company offered me a promotion.”
“Congratulations.”
“It comes with a transfer.”
I looked at him.
“Transfer?”
“We’d be moving.”
“Where?”
He hesitated just long enough for me to notice.
“Boston.”
Boston.
The same city where he had told me Elise lived.
He watched my face carefully.
“What do you think?”
I forced a smile.
“I think… that’s a big decision.”
“It’ll be a fresh start.”
Fresh start.
Or a chance to move me closer to Elise.
Closer to the baby.
Closer to whatever plan his family had made years ago.
Before I could answer, someone knocked on the front door.
Three slow knocks.
Exactly the same pattern I’d heard at the bookstore.
Felix frowned.
“Were you expecting someone?”
“No.”
He walked toward the door.
I followed a few steps behind.
When he opened it…
No one was there.
Only a large brown envelope resting on the welcome mat.
Across the front, written in thick black marker, were six words.
FOR NORA. OPEN BEFORE SUNDAY DINNER.
Felix bent to pick it up.
Before I could stop him.
PART 11 – FELIX OPENED THE ENVELOPE BEFORE I COULD STOP HIM
“Wait!”
The word escaped my mouth too late.
Felix had already picked up the envelope.
He turned it over in his hands.
“No return address,” he murmured.
His thumb slid beneath the seal.
Every instinct in my body screamed at me to stop him.
I forced myself to smile instead.
“It might just be another advertisement.”
He laughed.
“Since when do advertisements say ‘Open Before Sunday Dinner’?”
Good question.
He looked at me.
“Should we open it together?”
My mind raced.
If the envelope contained evidence…
If it contained another letter from Elise…
If it contained photographs…
Everything would end right here.
Before I had enough answers.
“Actually,” I said, trying to sound casual, “it’s addressed to me.”
He shrugged.
“So?”
“So maybe it’s something personal.”
He studied my face for a second.
Then, to my surprise, he handed it over.
“Fair enough.”
Relief washed through me so suddenly I almost dropped it.
“I’ll read it later.”
He nodded.
“I’m going to finish setting the table.”
The moment he disappeared into the kitchen, I carried the envelope upstairs and locked myself in the guest bedroom.
My hands trembled as I broke the seal.
Inside were three things.
A single key.
A folded letter.
And a flash drive.
The letter was typed.
No signature.
No greeting.
Just one sentence.
If you want the truth, don’t let Felix know you have the key.
I turned the key over in my hand.
A small brass key.
The number 214 was stamped into the metal.
No name.
No address.
Nothing else.
I plugged the flash drive into my old laptop.
One folder appeared.
SUNDAY
Inside were dozens of files.
Photographs.
Scanned documents.
Audio recordings.
Videos.
I clicked the first video.
The screen filled with the image of Felix’s parents’ dining room.
The same room where they had laughed at me only days earlier.
The recording date appeared in the corner.
Three years ago.
The camera angle suggested it had been hidden on a bookshelf.
Voices entered before anyone appeared on screen.
Ingrid.
Sabine.
Felix.
Then another woman.
Not Elise.
I had never seen her before.
She was in her early sixties, dressed in a gray business suit, carrying a leather portfolio.
She spread several documents across the table.
“I’ve reviewed the trust,” she said in German.
“The timing is becoming important.”
Felix nodded.
“I know.”
Ingrid folded her hands.
“Nora still believes the fertility treatments are our biggest concern.”
The woman in the suit smiled faintly.
“Good.”
“As long as she believes that, she won’t ask the questions that matter.”
My pulse quickened.
Questions that matter?
Sabine laughed.
“She still thinks Felix married her because he fell in love.”
The room erupted in quiet laughter.
Even Felix smiled.
“I did grow to care about her.”
Grow to care.
Not love.
Not enough to marry.
Just… care.
The woman in the gray suit interrupted them.
“Feelings are irrelevant.”
She tapped one of the documents.
“The agreement must be completed before the child turns one.”
Child?
Which child?
The video suddenly froze.
A password request appeared.
FILE LOCKED
I clicked another recording.
The same thing happened.
Thirty seconds.
Then the password screen.
Every file behaved the same way.
Someone had deliberately allowed only the beginning of each recording.
Just enough to reveal there was something much bigger.
Not enough to explain it.
Downstairs, I heard Felix call my name.
“Nora?”
I quickly removed the flash drive.
“Coming!”
I slipped the key into my pocket.
The flash drive disappeared into the false compartment inside my grandmother’s sewing machine.
By the time I reached the kitchen, Felix was pouring wine.
“You okay?”
“I just answered an email.”
He smiled.
“I’ve been thinking about Sunday.”
“So have I.”
“My parents are really excited.”
“I can tell.”
He reached across the counter and took my hand.
“I know things have been hard for us.”
His thumb gently brushed my wedding ring.
“But I promise…”
He looked directly into my eyes.
“…after Sunday, everything is finally going to make sense.”
I forced myself to smile.
“I hope you’re right.”
He kissed my forehead.
He had no idea that upstairs…
Hidden inside an old sewing machine…
Was proof that my marriage had been discussed like a business contract years before I ever wore his ring.
And somewhere…
There was a lock waiting for the brass key marked 214.
PART 12 – THE KEY FIT A DOOR I NEVER KNEW EXISTED
I barely slept.
Every time I closed my eyes, I heard Felix’s voice from the video.
“I did grow to care about her.”
Not love.
Not once had he said love.
Ten years of marriage had been reduced to a sentence spoken around a dining table while people discussed my future as if I weren’t human.
When dawn finally broke, I made coffee and watched Felix leave for work.
He kissed me goodbye.
“Try to relax today.”
“I will.”
“I’ll see you tonight.”
As soon as his car disappeared, I picked up the brass key.
214.
There had to be hundreds of doors with that number.
Apartment 214.
Storage Unit 214.
Locker 214.
Hotel Room 214.
I had no way of knowing.
Then I remembered something.
The gray apartment building.
When I had followed Felix there, I had been too focused on him to notice the apartment numbers.
I grabbed my purse.
…
The building looked quiet in the middle of the morning.
A maintenance truck sat near the entrance.
Two workers were replacing flowers in the front garden.
I parked a block away and walked over carrying an empty reusable shopping bag, hoping to look like someone who belonged there.
The lobby door opened before I reached it.
An elderly woman stepped outside with a tiny white dog.
I smiled.
She smiled back.
I slipped inside before the door closed.
The lobby directory listed apartments by last name.
There was no Blake.
No Hartmann.
No Elise.
No Felix.
Every name looked unfamiliar.
I frowned.
Either they were using another name…
Or someone had asked the building not to list them.
The elevator chimed.
I stepped inside.
Second floor.
The doors opened.
Apartment 201.
…
I stopped walking.
Apartment 214 stood at the very end of the hallway.
My heart pounded so loudly I thought someone inside might hear it.
I looked around.
The hallway was empty.
Slowly…
I removed the brass key from my pocket.
It slid into the lock.
Perfectly.
I closed my eyes.
Whoever had sent this key knew exactly where it belonged.
I turned it.
Click.
The lock opened.
I didn’t enter immediately.
Instead, I listened.
Nothing.
No voices.
No television.
No footsteps.
Only silence.
I pushed the door open.
The apartment was spotless.
Too spotless.
The furniture looked almost untouched.
A sofa.
A dining table.
Bookshelves.
Family photographs.
I walked toward the nearest picture frame.
My breath caught.
It showed Felix.
Standing beside Elise.
Both of them smiling.
She wasn’t pregnant.
The photograph had been taken years earlier.
I picked up another frame.
Felix was assembling a Christmas tree.
Another.
The two of them standing on a beach.
Another.
A birthday cake.
Candles.
Laughter.
An ordinary life.
Not a secret affair.
A home.
I slowly lowered the frame.
This wasn’t an apartment someone visited.
Someone lived here.
Someone had built memories here.
Then I noticed something even stranger.
There wasn’t a single baby item anywhere.
No crib.
No toys.
No tiny clothes.
Nothing.
For a woman who was supposedly five months pregnant…
The apartment looked as though no child had ever been expected.
A faint creak came from the hallway.
I froze.
Footsteps.
Someone was outside.
The doorknob moved.
Instinct took over.
I slipped behind the bedroom door just as the apartment opened.
A man walked inside.
Not Felix.
Not anyone I recognized.
He wore a dark suit and carried a leather briefcase.
Without looking around, he spoke.
“You can come out now.”
I held my breath.
“I know you’re here.”
Silence.
Then he smiled.
“I also know your name.”
My heart nearly stopped.
“Nora…”
His voice was calm.
“…I’ve been waiting a very long time to meet you.”
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