Maya woke properly just after midnight.
She was groggy, thirsty, and angry that the nurse would only let her have ice chips at first.
That anger comforted me.
It was ordinary.
She complained that her incision hurt. She complained about the blood-pressure cuff. She wanted her own pillow. She wanted the lights dimmed.
I did everything I could.
Then she asked, “Where’s Dad?”
I sat beside her.
“With police.”
Her eyes widened.
“Arrested?”
“I don’t know yet.”
“Because of me?”
“No.”
“You keep saying that.”
“Because you keep needing to hear it.”
She looked toward the window.
“Did they find the scan?”
“Yes.”
Her face tightened.
“Both?”
I stopped.
“What do you mean both?”
She looked at me.
Then memory arrived.
“Oh.”
My pulse jumped.
“You remembered?”
“November.”
I nodded.
“Dana told us.”
Maya closed her eyes.
“She came?”
“Yes.”
“Is she in trouble?”
“Probably.”
“Dad hated her.”
“Why?”
“She argued with him.”
“When?”
“January.”
“You remember that?”
“More now.”
I waited.
She whispered, “He told her she was being dramatic too.”
The phrase was so familiar that I almost laughed.
Mark had one answer for anyone who threatened the world he controlled.
Dramatic.
Emotional.
Confused.
Unstable.
I asked, “Did he say anything else?”
“He told her he knew what he was doing.”
“Did he?”
Maya looked at me.
“No.”
There was something new in her voice.
Not fear.
Anger.
I did not discourage it.
She deserved anger.
“Did you know he kept notes about the pills?”
Her eyebrows pulled together.
“What notes?”
“On his computer.”
“No.”
“He recorded how you felt after taking them.”
Her face went blank.
“What?”
“Nausea. Sleep. Appetite.”
“Why?”
I could not answer without saying the word experiment.
So I told the truth another way.
“I don’t know yet.”
She stared at the blanket.
“He used to ask weird questions.”
“What questions?”
“If I was hungry.”
“Anything else?”
“If my heart felt fast.”
My stomach tightened.
“When?”
“After the blue pills.”
“Did he write down your answers?”
“Sometimes he used his phone.”
I thought of the spreadsheet.
“What about the white capsules?”
“He asked if I had headaches.”
“Did you?”
“Yes.”
“Did he stop giving them to you?”
“No.”
Of course not.
Maya’s face changed.
“Mom?”
“What?”
“Was he testing them on me?”
There was no gentle lie available.
“I think he may have been.”
She stared at me for several seconds.
Then she turned her face toward the wall.
I did not touch her immediately.
Sometimes comfort offered too quickly becomes another demand.
After a while she reached backward.
I took her hand.
“I feel stupid.”
“No.”
“I believed him.”
“You were supposed to be able to believe your father.”
“He said he knew more than doctors because doctors only care about prescriptions.”
I closed my eyes.
“He said supplements were safer.”
“I know.”
“How?”
“Dana told us some things.”
Maya turned back.
“What things?”
I chose carefully.
“Your father had been involved with those products for years.”
“Selling them?”
“Yes.”
“Was that why people came to the house?”
“Probably.”
“The Saturday man?”
“Possibly.”
She looked sick.
“I gave him a box once.”
My pulse jumped.
“What?”
“Dad asked me to.”
“When?”
“Last spring.”
“What box?”
“Small brown package.”
“To the man?”
“Yes.”
“What did Dad say was inside?”
“Samples.”
I took out my phone and messaged Hollis.
Maya watched.
“You’re telling the police.”
“Yes.”
“Will Dad know?”
“Eventually.”
She swallowed.
Then nodded.
“Okay.”
That one word mattered.
Hours earlier she had been terrified that Mark would learn she had spoken.
Now she was allowing the truth to move forward even though he might hate it.
Detective Hollis called fifteen minutes later.
He asked a few questions I relayed to Maya only after confirming she felt able to answer.
She remembered the man’s first name.
Evan.
Nothing else.
Hollis said they had found an Evan in Mark’s payment records.
“Who?”
“Evan Reed.”
I repeated the name to Maya.
She nodded immediately.
“That’s him.”
“What was he buying?”
“We’re investigating.”
“Is he alive?”
Hollis paused.
“Yes.”
The fact that I had needed to ask said everything about the night.
“Have you spoken with him?”
“Officers are trying.”
After Maya fell asleep again, Hollis came upstairs with another update.
Mark had been formally arrested.
The charges were preliminary and related to controlled or misrepresented substances, unlawful distribution, and conduct involving Maya. More could follow.
I listened without satisfaction.
An arrest did not give Maya back seven months.
“What about the spreadsheets?”
“We’ve reviewed more.”
“What did he record?”
“Multiple product codes.”
“How many did he give her?”
“At least three appear associated with her initials.”
My stomach tightened.
“Three?”
“Possibly more.”
“Blue. White. What was the third?”
“We don’t know yet.”
“When?”
“There’s a gap.”
“What gap?”
“One week in February.”
I frowned.
“Why is that important?”
“Because the MB entries stop.”
“Maybe he stopped giving her pills.”
“Possibly.”
“But?”
“Another set of initials appears during the same week.”
My skin prickled.
“Whose?”
“ER.”
“Evan Reed?”
“We considered that.”
“Did Mark test products on him?”
“We’re trying to locate him.”
“What do the notes say?”
“Similar categories. Pulse. Sleep. Appetite. Nausea.”
I stared at Hollis.
“So Maya wasn’t the only one.”
“Probably not.”
“How many people?”
“We don’t know.”
He hesitated.
“There are older files.”
“Valerie?”
“Yes.”
My stomach turned.
“What initials?”
“VC.”
“Same measurements?”
“Some.”
“Dosage?”
“Yes.”
“Symptoms?”
“Yes.”
“Before she died?”
“Yes.”
The pattern was no longer theoretical.
Mark had recorded Valerie.
Then Maya.
Possibly Evan.
People were columns.
Symptoms were observations.
Consequences were apparently acceptable until they threatened him.
“What happened during the missing week?”
Hollis looked at his notes.
“Your daughter’s entries stop February third and resume February eleventh.”
I searched my memory.
February.
“What day of the week was the third?”
He checked.
“Tuesday.”
Something tugged at me.
A family event.
School.
I opened my calendar.
February fourth had a note.
MAYA—SCIENCE TRIP.
My pulse jumped.
“She was away.”
“Where?”
“School trip. Three nights.”
“That explains part of it.”
“But not until the eleventh.”
“When did she return?”
“Saturday the seventh.”
“Then we still have several days.”
I looked toward her sleeping form.
“Maybe she was sick.”
Hollis said, “Ask when she wakes.”
I nodded.
Then he continued.
“There is another issue.”
“What?”
“The February ER entries begin before Maya’s trip.”
My skin prickled.
“So it isn’t simply that he switched because she was gone.”
“No.”
“Who is ER?”
“We’re working on it.”
“What if it’s not Evan?”
“It may not be.”
I thought of all the people who had entered Mark’s life through work.
Employees.
Tenants.
Vendors.
Friends.
People I barely knew.
“Are there other initials?”
“Yes.”
“How many?”
He hesitated.
“Eleven distinct sets over approximately six years.”
I sat down.
Eleven.
“Were they all taking these products?”
“That is what we’re investigating.”
“Any children?”
“We don’t know.”
“Any dead?”
He looked at me.
“One confirmed.”
Valerie.
“Others?”
“We’re checking.”
My phone buzzed.
A message from Laura downstairs asking whether I needed food.
I realized I had not eaten since breakfast.
The day felt three years long.
Hollis said, “There’s something I need you to look at.”
He showed me a printed photograph recovered from Mark’s office.
It was taken at what appeared to be a company picnic.
Mark stood near a table.
Valerie was beside him.
Dana stood farther back.
And next to Valerie was a man I recognized.
“That’s Evan.”
“You know him?”
“I’ve seen him.”
“Where?”
“He came to our house.”
“Maya identified him too.”
“Yes.”
Hollis pointed toward the edge of the picture.
Another woman stood partially turned away.
“Do you recognize her?”
I looked carefully.
Something about the posture was familiar.
Then I saw the face.
My stomach dropped.
“Oh my God.”
“Who?”
“Rachel.”
“Last name?”
“Ellis.”
“How do you know her?”
“She was Maya’s middle-school counselor.”
Hollis stared at me.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
“What was she doing at Mark’s company picnic?”
“I have no idea.”
He wrote the name.
“Did Mark know her?”
“I thought he met her through school.”
“When?”
“When Maya was twelve.”
“What happened?”
“Maya was having anxiety.”
Even saying it made me sick.
Mark had blamed Maya’s symptoms on anxiety for years.
“Did Rachel counsel her?”
“Yes.”
“For how long?”
“A semester.”
“Did she ever come to your house?”
“Once.”
“Did she meet privately with Mark?”
“I don’t know.”
Hollis looked at the photograph again.
“Claire.”
“What?”
“This picture predates your daughter entering middle school.”
I stared at him.
“How much?”
“According to the date stamp, two years.”
My mouth went dry.
Mark had already known Maya’s counselor before we supposedly met her.
“Why would he hide that?”
“I don’t know.”
Then Hollis turned the photograph over.
There was handwriting on the back.
VC – ER – RE.
I stared at the initials.
Valerie Cross.
Evan Reed.
Rachel Ellis.
Three people from Mark’s files.
Three people he had been monitoring.
And one of them had been placed close enough to my daughter to hear everything she said when she thought she was talking privately.
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